And baby makes 5

Five. That will be the number of members in our family come the end of May. That's right. I'm expecting. It doesn't feel real to me yet, but I'm sure if I start feeling sick and as I get more and more gigantic it will become REAL! I am only 5 weeks along and far from out of the miscarriage danger zone (I won't be in my second trimester until mid November), but am trusting in God and having faith that whatever happens He will take care of me. I am determined that I am such a driven person that I will be able to be a great mother to three, just as I am to two. I know the first year will be very hard...but I also know it gets better! We are taking a leap of faith!